Who I Will Be

Who i will be? well thats a very good question! I really don't have my nind set up to someting. I really don't know who i will be! i sometimes get mad at myself for not knowing who i really want to be!
I am presently about to obtain my associates degree with general studies and major in spanish. I really don't know how this can help me.I really didn't want to study this but because of the circumstances i live in i guess i didn't had no other chance. I had a dream to study something that involves tourism but i couldn't because i didn't had enough money for that type of career. I really wanted to help others too, starting with my family. I still have this big dream, this dream of bieng someone special in life. i want to be an independent woman, who can live her life helping others who really are in need. I grew in a very poor village. And i would like to see that my village prospers someday with my help. I wnt to set an example to my sisters and also i would really like to make my parents proud of me.
When i go aroun and see in what circumstances some people live i get frustrated! The first thing that happens in my mind is how could this be possible? ieng lots of rich families why don't they do something to better these people? Why does the government, being the most powerful, why don't they help this people?
I want to say that if someday i can do something for this people, i'll do it. no matter what! When i die i want people to remember me as a person who cared for others. I would really like to do something to help my society! but somthimes i don't really know what to do. I just hope thaat some day my dream could come true!..